The question was: Why do I make myself look attractive if I have HIV?

Hi I was just diagnosed on March 6th 2016. It was hard at first to believe and accept. I do not hate the person who I got it from. I do however detest the fact that he lied to me about his status and trusted him as well as his father. They both said he was not positive for any std's. I ended up with gonorrhea as well. I see his father a lot because he hangs out with a few of my neighbors. I would like to be involve with advocating awareness as well as try to help prevent others from getting this. I am a single mother of a child who has a stage 4 bone cancer father and now she has a mother with HIV. Her first words it is ok to take my dad but they can't have my mom too. At first I didnt knwio what to do I was scared. I got my appointment and had a 4th generation test done. While waiting for the results the doctor told me that if I would have known within 72 hours the person was positive that there was a possibility to have taken measures to help stop me f4rom contracting HIV. I was astonished. I did not know that medical advancements had come that far along. Unfortunately, it had been over a week. I have been reading articles and joining support groups and have found a local chapter here where I live called S44F. I am 49 almost 50 and this is a shock to me still.

Hi I was just diagnosed on March 6th 2016. It was hard at first to believe and accept. I do not hate the person who I got it from. I do however detest the fact that he lied to me about his status and trusted him as well as his father. They both said he was not positive for any std's. I ended up with gonorrhea as well. I see his father a lot because he hangs out with a few of my neighbors. I would like to be involve with advocating awareness as well as try to help prevent others from getting this. I am a single mother of a child who has a stage 4 bone cancer father and now she has a mother with HIV. Her first words it is ok to take my dad but they can't have my mom too. At first I didnt knwio what to do I was scared. I got my appointment and had a 4th generation test done. While waiting for the results the doctor told me that if I would have known within 72 hours the person was positive that there was a possibility to have taken measures to help stop me f4rom contracting HIV. I was astonished. I did not know that medical advancements had come that far along. Unfortunately, it had been over a week. I have been reading articles and joining support groups and have found a local chapter here where I live called S44F. I am 49 almost 50 and this is a shock to me still.

I am Angela and I come from Greece, I am 44 yrs old, I have been diagnosed with HIV on April 2016... I am very happy I found "thewellproject" and so far I ran through some of the posts here. It is really helpful and inspiring to go on and not give up. I m determined to fight for my life and defeat the virus. The first days I was lost and shocked, I feel much better now. I m expecting for my CD4 results and I hope I will start the treatment. I want to thank every each one of you cause you gave me courage and I know I m not alone....

Wishing you the best blessings, Love, Light and Happy life moments.

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ty Maria!!!! your response and encouragement is very improtant to me!!!!

LOVE N PEACE blessings!!!