Honestly, this has been one of my hardest years.
I have two boys, and a princess on the way. Yes it's true, I'm pregnant...... AGAIN!
In the past 4 months, I've had the most mental breakdowns. I cried the whole night leading into my Birthday.
I don't feel like myself at all. I have often heard people talk about how they lose themselves after they have kids, that's where I feel I am.
But the good news is, I got back into my prayer journal, I still do my bible study, I need to get back consistent though. Oh, and I I re-enrolled in therapy. I LOVE MY THERAPIST!!
I'm just venting my thoughts, as I may regret this post later. But this blog isn't thought out at all. It's raw, uncut, unfiltered. And I actually just got home from the hospital. I was in there for five days. I signed myself out, they never discharged me. So yea, I'm trying to calm my nerves.
But I'm sharing this anyway so you all can see, what can possibly go on in a person's life, no filter, uncut, just raw, this is what it can be some days.
I'll share an update eventually, but just know I'm fine, and the princess is fine too.
Thank you!
Thank you!