Honestly, this has been one of my hardest years.
I have two boys, and a princess on the way. Yes it's true, I'm pregnant...... AGAIN!
In the past 4 months, I've had the most mental breakdowns. I cried the whole night leading into my Birthday.
I don't feel like myself at all. I have often heard people talk about how they lose themselves after they have kids, that's where I feel I am.
But the good news is, I got back into my prayer journal, I still do my bible study, I need to get back consistent though. Oh, and I I re-enrolled in therapy. I LOVE MY THERAPIST!!
I'm just venting my thoughts, as I may regret this post later. But this blog isn't thought out at all. It's raw, uncut, unfiltered. And I actually just got home from the hospital. I was in there for five days. I signed myself out, they never discharged me. So yea, I'm trying to calm my nerves.
But I'm sharing this anyway so you all can see, what can possibly go on in a person's life, no filter, uncut, just raw, this is what it can be some days.
I'll share an update eventually, but just know I'm fine, and the princess is fine too.
Congratulations on your…
Congratulations on your pregnancy! Im so glad you love your therapist. I feel lucky to have a great therapist too. Thank you for sharing your truth xx
Sending Light.
Being pregnant is a lot on the body. Maintaining a sense of self and of balance while navigating motherhood, a relationship, and work is a lot on the mind. A health issue on top of ALL OF THAT is a lot on the spirit. I am sending you light love and support as you work your way through these things. Please know if you need and ear or a shoulder, I am here for you. You're such a loving person , I feel sure the universe will smile and you and you will emerge on the other other side better than before. <3
Glad you are here
You will not be judged here. You are with a community of women who honor lived experiences and sees all of our experiences as valid. It was how you were feeling that day, and I’m glad you have an outlet to share your thoughts. Thank you for being uncut and raw with your emotions. You are helping other women as well.