Hiding Behind the "Good Book"...

Well since I'm HIV negative I probably won't be on here , but when I thought I had it I researched the whole detailed history and the body goes through , and the meds and side effects and everything. Maybe Maria thinks I'm creepy because of my praise to her and I don't want to come off as creepy. She's been kind. But I stand by what I say , if I ever got involved with someone with HIV I would stand by her or her/him, I like transgendered , not because I'm a bug chaser but she deserves love like anybody else. If she had it or not , she's a human being and in metaphysics we have a saying. Expample , if I catch a cold , my body has a cold but I don't. If I get cancer ., my body has cancer but I don't. The universe doesn't take things away from us like relationships , the universe shows us it's USELESNESS to move on to better oppritunities. We are all Love , it's our job to remove then obsticals to our awareness of the love already in us. Which is our natural inheritance. I admit I succumbed to temptation to a lady I've seen for 5 years , very clean , never a hard word between us and I give her demos of my songs I write and sing. Poetry mixed with music I write. One of my best friends. Anyway thanks Sonya and hope I can hear from Maria someday. Love and Light to all. Bob Hunley.

Thank you Sonya I only reached out to
Maria this time because I feel like my life is falling apart. I lost my job of 16 years , I've sent out resume's to hundreds of companies , I got 2 promising jobs , it is taking so
long for the companies to give me an answer. I've diligently looked and looked , the only thing I have is my sobriety of almost 17 years , and my son I have on the weekends is now gonna be uprooted. I have to move back in with my folks, and afraid of the change he will go
Through. I'm glad I'm out of the company , it was bad unhealthy place to work. Besides the 12 Steps and my support group I'm
A little down. And then when Maria hasn't answered my e mail I got extremely worried her condition took a turn for the worst. She's like the sister I never had and I hoped for the best she's just busy being an activist. Maybe it's best because when she answers I
break down in tears , it's Spiritual cleansing. And I got involved with a woman and I split it off because she didn't want to use protection. And she said cruel
Things , doesn't understand 2 years ago I was so
Promiscuous that I'm so lucky to be alive. Maria saved me , to
The point when I took my second to
The last test she was there with me via e mail. And I
take meds that tank my system as well for my
OCD. I just hope she's ok , I'm
Still negative and old friends with benefits call me and I won't go back , but the urge is so
strong. I've never even met Maria but being into Metaphysical Spirituality , we are all on
In eternity , just seperate in this dimention in time. If you talk to her please let me know she's ok. Thank you Sonya. Damn I'm crying again.

Thanks Kandice <3

I believe the era is different than 1981 when aids showed itself. Actually it was 1976 bicentennial boat part that alot of people were infected. These people were already infected in 76 and the incubation period , LA , Frisco , and New York was when these people started coming in the hospitals with KS and Pnumonia. And the first documented case was in the Congo in 1959. There were sporadic deaths in late 60s and 70's. this is all documented. Now some scientists estimate it might have even has gone back to the 1800's. my point , there are young adults on the scene who are bug chasers and gift givers. What are these people thinking. ? Because of Maria I so far have been saved , I believe God expressed himself through her and I did a total turn around 2 years ago. I was promiscuous and even though I've tested negative over and over so many times , I'm still testing every 3 months. But I know I can come to all of you for support. And believe me, sex addiction does have it's emotional detox. But I don't understand the bug chasers and gift givers. Although if I ended up in a relationship with a woman with HIV I would stay devoted ,supportive and compared of the terror I had from 81 to 2000 that's growth for me. That's my story and Maria will always be my Gaurdian Angel. Kind Regaurds , Bob.

Thank you Sonya times been tough. Just hope Maria is ok.

Real talk#

@ Katrina - Thank You My Sister, and I will continue to talk....until there is a cure!

This is so true, and often left unsaid for fear of insulting a man or woman of God.... The truth hurts and the struggle is real! Keep talking