katie06's blog

After my family doctor confirmed my pregnancy, he referred me to an OB/GYN. My husband and I were so excited. A mere three months after being married, we were pregnant! I went to my first OB/GYN appointment, with my proud husband by my side. The doctor performed the standard tests, including an initial blood workup, in which I was tested for hCG levels and STD's (like HIV and syphilis). I had no concerns whatsoever. After all, my husband and I had just been tested for STD's before we got married. We knew that we wanted to have children right away and had gone to the doctor together and...

I really do believe that my coworkers are afraid of the fact that I have HIV and do not want to eat any food I bring in.

I have been reminded of how short life can be and that we must appreciate each and every day.

You know, I love the holidays, I really do. But a part of me dreads them as well.

While I should be happy that the world acknowledges the day, I am a bit disappointed.

This time of year, we reflect on what we are thankful for in life. Some of the things I am thankful for include my family, my home and my job. But I am most thankful for my son.

Is this really what God intended for me? Apparently. Am I truly strong enough to handle this? Of course I am; I have to for my son.