Well today at 13:07 (1:07 pm), I took a home pregnancy test and the result was positive. For five years I thought I had this condom thing perfected. I am scared, shocked and all the other words that can go with it. I don’t know if my body will be strong enough. I still need to break the news to my husband (who might be happy, who knows) and my doctor (who is going to throw a fit). You guys are the first to know, probably because I don’t have to explain the fears that are in my mind right now to you.
I trust God will hold my hand and guide me through this journey.
"Can't Give Up Now" by Mary Mary
There will be mountains that I will have to climb
And there will be battles that I will have to fight
But victory or defeat, it's up to me to decide
But how can I expect to win If I never try.
I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
and I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me
Never said there wouldn't be trials
Never said I would't fall
Never said that everything would go the way I want it to go
But when my back is against the wall
And i feel all hope is gone,
I'll just lift my head up to the sky
And say help me to be strong….”
Dear Jae
Do you mean that you have hiv the last 14 years? Please tell me how women with hiv can stay that long alive and happy. i am inspire!
Ghaji