I am HIV positive and thats not what my problem is. Currently I battle Lupus. I am tired Blah, Blah, Blah... I take care of myself to proctect myself, so I can live a happy life of my choice.
Yet with the Stigma surrounding HIV , I have close friends and family I told, ( in confidance) who told others my status. I was not ready and I am not ready to discuss it with. So each time I come in contact with those situations I immediatly feel "damaged". I choke . I dont know if danger awaits or what to expect.
What I focus on at that point is ; you and I have different perspectives on the disease. The topic is not talked about enough so people are either accepting or afraid. My Lupus is not a symptom of HIV .
The things I do daily are just like what everyone else does, mind. body. spirit / physical and emotional health, healthy relationships, self love and love of others. I have a passion for what I beleive in.
I have the effects of Stigma daily, the shame , the hiding, self medicating.
I still love to be involved so ...new atttiude.
I do not need to engage in your ( ignorant) insults or hurtful words . I choose to check my language as I talk to you and share education so maybe you will not continue to put wood in a fire that needs to be snuffed out. I am a human. Being Me! Like it or not I am not "Sick" , "Damaged" , or 'Have Aids".
I am a woman living with HIV, It has taken me 9 years to say this. I am still not completly out in public with my status, and for sure I am not out of the fight.
I have much to offer in this cause and finding a cure, until then Lets live . Really live and fight together. to Snuffing out STIGMA!!